The doctor’s words came flooding
back to me.
“You may experience shortness of
breath, pain in your neck, arms, chest or even jaw. In general, it will be a
feeling of discomfort and the best thing to do is alert anyone nearby
and desist from any activity
which may exert you further.”
I was convinced the symptoms were
spot on, so I reached to Barry (you will have to read Part 1 to understand),
who was two seats away. As it turned out, it looked like everyone in my
section, including my only hope, Barry, had similar symptoms. It was going to
be a collective heart attack. How horribly romantic, I thought.
With my last ounce of energy, I reached into my bag and squashed the Marlboro Lights packet. My friends always told me cigarettes would kill me, but I never thought it would be so public. I glimpsed up at the scoreboard:
With my last ounce of energy, I reached into my bag and squashed the Marlboro Lights packet. My friends always told me cigarettes would kill me, but I never thought it would be so public. I glimpsed up at the scoreboard:
3-0?!
One minute to go in the first
half and we, previous four-time winners of this competition, were three nil
down?
My Nokia 6310 kept humming as a
flood of messages came in. Checking them was a redundant exercise, as I could
almost mention the origin of every last one of them. My gloating and
over-celebrating during the qualification stages had caught up with me. My work
colleagues in Norwich - mostly non-Liverpool fans – had in the tradition with
that part of the world, been measured in their reaction to my excesses.
This was their opportunity to unleash and they did.
This was their opportunity to unleash and they did.
The rest of the derision predictably,
came from my Manchester United (I have to wash my mouth out now), Arsenal and
Chelsea (oh boy, did they let me have it!) mates. The traffic was so much, the blue
light on the Nokia came on so many times, the battery went flat. At least this
was my excuse for not replying. I have never stopped asking myself what it
would have been like, had Facebook been as popular as it is today.
Anyway, half-time went like a
blur and the stadium rule of serving no alcohol, ensured the pain could not be
dulled. I looked across to Barry and ran my hand across my throat. He responded
using another hand signal - the universal ‘calm down’ gesture. I sighed heavily
and held my head in my hands, as the choruses of the Milan fans swept across
the arena.
I began to mentally tally the financial costs.
I began to mentally tally the financial costs.
The closer the figure got to two
thousand pounds, the more depressed I felt. As it reached the more realistic number of three thousand, I shut my eyes, held my prayer pose. I was ready for God to come.
A strange feeling descended on me, as my seat began to feel like a pod isolating me from everyone (I later found out from a spiritual guru in Norfolk that this was a state of transcending from reality into delirium) around me. I am almost certain now, that had it not been for the unexpected roar from the wall of Liverpool fans behind me, my descent would have been final.
“Four-three, we’re gonna four-three, we’re gonna win four-three,” rang out breaking any Guinness Book of World records for decibels, recorded in a sporting event. My pod shattered into insignificant little pieces, as I stood up and roared into life.
Barry and the other people sitting in our ‘sandwich brigade’ section, sprang into action, stumping the stadium’s foundations into a rippling rumble that seemed to travel across to the Milan fans, quietening them in the process. It was clear they had never seen confidence like this.
A strange feeling descended on me, as my seat began to feel like a pod isolating me from everyone (I later found out from a spiritual guru in Norfolk that this was a state of transcending from reality into delirium) around me. I am almost certain now, that had it not been for the unexpected roar from the wall of Liverpool fans behind me, my descent would have been final.
“Four-three, we’re gonna four-three, we’re gonna win four-three,” rang out breaking any Guinness Book of World records for decibels, recorded in a sporting event. My pod shattered into insignificant little pieces, as I stood up and roared into life.
Barry and the other people sitting in our ‘sandwich brigade’ section, sprang into action, stumping the stadium’s foundations into a rippling rumble that seemed to travel across to the Milan fans, quietening them in the process. It was clear they had never seen confidence like this.
The fully suited guys behind us were new to the confidence thing too and their uncontrolled exuberance, when Steven Gerard rose
like a phoenix from the ashes, to bury Arne Riise’s brilliant cross in the 53rd
minute, betrayed their initial corporate swag.
If I had thought that was over the top, what occurred over the next five minutes was absolute mayhem!
If I had thought that was over the top, what occurred over the next five minutes was absolute mayhem!
In a space of three hundred
seconds, the Liverpool section of the stadium had been transported from the
depths of hell into first-class seats in heaven. There was now nothing
corporate about the suited guys around us. Their jackets and ties were off, as
they joined in the song and bounce, which had now consumed the match. A
solitary ambulance drove around the stadium track, stopping in front of the
Milan section.
Apparently, like one usually sees in a Michael Jackson concert, some Milan fans had been overcome. It had been too much for them.
Apparently, like one usually sees in a Michael Jackson concert, some Milan fans had been overcome. It had been too much for them.
Saying that, it now appeared the
euphoria had spread to our section. The man-mountain decked in all red in front
of me, was already in tears; “it doesn’t matter what happens now, I have seen
the greatest football match of my lifetime and I have been watching Liverpool
for over forty years,” he said, blubbering uncontrollably.
Carried along by the rejuvenated
fervency, an almost celestial version of “You’ll never walk alone” exploded
into the air. Every note delivered perfectly and impeccably aided by those who
clearly did not know the words, but felt they would be missing out by not
joining in.
By the time we had come down to earth, Djimi Traore had erased the memories of a disastrous personal performance from the first half, by clearing Andrei Shevshenko’s goal-bound shot. Minutes later, Dudek, the Liverpool goalkeeper denied the Milan striker again, when he produced what can only be described as an extra-terrestrial double-save, in what was a particularly horrific night for the Ukranian.
By the time we had come down to earth, Djimi Traore had erased the memories of a disastrous personal performance from the first half, by clearing Andrei Shevshenko’s goal-bound shot. Minutes later, Dudek, the Liverpool goalkeeper denied the Milan striker again, when he produced what can only be described as an extra-terrestrial double-save, in what was a particularly horrific night for the Ukranian.
It was now apparent to all
watching here in the stadium and the millions across the world; the Milan
players and fans were shrinking right before our eyes. They started to sense
they had snatched certain defeat from the jaws, of what had seemed like certain
victory.
With Shevshenko left to turn the
tide in their favour, it was never going to happen. As Dudek raced towards his
team mates, I couldn’t honestly account for the next thirty minutes. Suffice to
say, I lost almost all the contents of my pockets in my rabid celebrations, but
thankfully, not my passport and the banknotes secured within.
In truth, it was a moment where loss was redundant. It was a moment that gave me more than I could have hoped for. It was a moment to start responding to those texts. What I could have done for a charger…..
In truth, it was a moment where loss was redundant. It was a moment that gave me more than I could have hoped for. It was a moment to start responding to those texts. What I could have done for a charger…..
An hour later, in the food halls
of Istanbul Airport, we meandered through waves and waves of Milan fans. They
were inconsolable and for most of the time, some of us managed to be
magnanimous. If it had been us, we know how we would have felt. The Ultras were
a different thing entirely though….in a bizarre close of an almighty loop, we
have brushed past some of the same group we had encountered earlier.
Unlike the average Milan fan, their look of disappointment
had a slightly different tilt to it. Their eyes seemed to be saying; somebody
has to pay. It was impossible to avoid them, but the lethargy had begun to descend.
As I contemplated our next move, I could see Barry folding his backpack to make a pillow.
“Baba, are you going to sleep with all these goons around us? We might never have the chance to wake up bro,” I said with genuine concern.
“Kanmi, I have a meeting in Switzerland in ten hours and I am tired. After all you have seen tonight, do you not believe in miracles? And even if anything happens, can anyone or anything take this day away from you,” he asked as he began to lay down.
As I contemplated our next move, I could see Barry folding his backpack to make a pillow.
“Baba, are you going to sleep with all these goons around us? We might never have the chance to wake up bro,” I said with genuine concern.
“Kanmi, I have a meeting in Switzerland in ten hours and I am tired. After all you have seen tonight, do you not believe in miracles? And even if anything happens, can anyone or anything take this day away from you,” he asked as he began to lay down.
I contemplated his sentiments for a few seconds and began
nodding and smiling. It was time to
make my pillow.
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